March 2012
February 2012
moyoiniesta asked: Maybe you need a change, a big one. You looks marvelous like person and woman, get out and kick world's ass. And smile, your smile is light.
Anonymous asked: I've always found that my dreams, in some way or another, are telling me what I need most. I hope that your heart does not darken from this wound.
Well.
I got an unexpected check in the mail this morning, that was nice. First thing I did when I woke up was think about him, try not to cry, and then I threw up. Lovely way to start a morning. Melina’s going to make pancakes but just thinking about food makes me nauseous. I haven’t eaten or smoked for 3 days. I think i’m typing all this out so I can just get it out of my head I...
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You didn't hurt me.
I’m hurt because we’re not together anymore. I’m hurt because I can’t wake up to your face in the morning or call you to tell you about my day. I’m hurt because you aren’t in my life anymore. I’m hurt because it’s mostly my fault. I never want to hurt you, I love you.
steelskeletons:
And it’s time that I was cleared of all the negativity that I hold so dear. I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears. But I found my way again.
rusethefox asked: HOW DO YOU DESERVE IT D: No. You dont. :C
I can't feel my face.
My body is shaking and I can’t keep anything in my stomach, including the medicine that is supposed to make me feel better. This sucks. But I deserve it.
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Less than 2 more days.
All my energy is going into simply functioning to try and get through the day.
nativechef asked: You, as much as anyone in the universe, deserve your love and respect -Buddha
What is that you express in your eyes? It seems to me more than all the print I...
– Walt Whitman (via buttaaaa)
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I can barely breathe →
weirdalcamus asked: Hey! I like your blog, and really hope you feel better. Be sure and do whatever you need to to make yourself happy. I know what it's like to feel empty and heartbroken, and I know it feels absolutely terrible. And it may feel bad for a while, but things will get better. Like I said, do whatever you think will make you happy, and know that you're wonderful, and worth fighting for.
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I never want to argue again.
It is pointless and gets you nowhere. I’m not going to be selfish anymore, but I can’t help the way I love you and you’re worth fighting for. I will no longer let people or things stress me out, time will work itself out and everything will happen as it should. Everything is going to be okay.
Not only is my heart broken
But this is killing my body. I’m constantly nauseous, my heart feels like its going to explode, and I feel empty. I haven’t been able to eat and I barely sleep. I just want all this pain to end.
city-of-kings asked: I agree :| You have a really nice body and very cute boobs and nipples :3 great pictures! and LOL at the rabbit hat :o though I don't know why others would need to go on anon to tell you something about your body lol...
Anonymous asked: your nipples are sooo perfect.
rebuilt-and-remanufactured asked: y u no show face today? thats my favorite part. haha
I showed you the moon and you showed me the stars. There’s a million things I could say but none will get me to be where you are. I’m not giving up but I’m letting you go and hoping for the best.
The End.
I thought I/we meant something. I feel like you’ve given up.
i feel like nothing.
i can’t.
"So in this difficult time, let us face up to...
I'll probably be away from the internet for a few...
besides getting online to cam, I won’t be here very much, and I don’t know how long i’ll be gone. I just can’t do this right now.
I don’t know what to do.
xxx: People Without Anxiety Don't Understand... →
bubbleteacup:
fuckyeahwodao:
bluepineappleplate:
I’ve had this horrible message I received on facebook, saying horrible things about someone I care a lot about, floating around in my head for the past week or so.
Apparently, there’s this notion that having relationships, having…
All I can feel is
hurt, empty, regret, lonely, and like i’m not worth fighting for.
But somehow i’ll get through today, tomorrow and the next,
and if nothing changes
you’ll just be a memory.
I love you.
Anonymous asked: 23
glarby asked: #9 please!!:)
Anonymous asked: 13 :)
Anonymous asked: Numbr 9? Plx doan eat meh...Fluffy
Anonymous asked: 18, beautiful!